Crook Mackem
Striker
While I wasn't diagnosed with depression more so anxiety, well anyhow to cut a long story short after taking Lexapro for the best part of 6 years I'm not medication free.
It was my Dad's year anniversary a few weeks ago and in that time I made the decision to break up with my missus (ex now)
I've been fine the past 3 or 4 weeks with limited or no contact with my ex, to great disbelief only on Saturday she now has a new boyfriend (completely not her type, pure rebound situation too) because only 3 weeks back she was begging me to take her back and so on.
I'm actually not too bad (as I said I was perfectly fine prior to hearing she had a new boyfriend) but at the same time I'm kind of down over it, look she wasn't making me happy, she promised to change but I didn't give her the chance too! Not saying I want her back, but I'm livid and feel extremely let down how she could just hop into a new relationship with a bloke who likes something out of Deliverance.............
Should I go back on the meds or just ride out the storm? As I said I don't want her back, well I don't think I do because it was me who finished with her. But it's pissing me off big time!
If you ended up going back with her it would just be delaying the inevitable imo. There was also going to be a point where you saw her with someone else just its come sooner than you would have liked. Only natural it will piss you off but you have to remember the reason why you dumped her and ride it out imo. Also helps if you can get someone who can take your mind off it anarl like