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If say most folks would have a bit of a wobble in similar circumstances. Don’t go beating yourself up.Thought I was. I spent the best years of most people’s lives (19-22) on dialysis and eventually having a kidney transplant. Obviously this has led to a life of constant in-and-out of hospitals with various side issues. It never really bothered me. I suffered some shit jobs, some unemployment and some more shit, unfulfilling jobs until I grasped my opportunity to become a tattooist and never really have to ‘work’ another day in my life. As I said, I thought I was a bit of an emotional superman! Then my wife left me out of the blue and I was (and still am) fucked. I’ve never known existential pain like it, and nothing works to satiate it, I try to be nice, I try to be evil (as fuck...like....proper horrible) and nothing really makes me feel better. I’ve moved on from the initial self-pity and black hole of despair, but I’m still waiting for the nagging pain that arrives just before sleep and just after waking to abate. I sometimes dream about her, and in the dreams she basically leaves me over and over again.....and if anyone has any ideas how I can become friends with my subconscious again, I’d love to hear them. I’d swap it all for a little thing like kidney failure and a few years on dialysis. It’s literally the worst thing that’s ever happened to me.
So....I was resilient, to a point. It seems that point was my perceived existence falling apart. And I reckon that’s fair enough.
I've had plenty of ups and downs in life but nothing compared to losing or thinking you may lose a child. My 7 year old had heart surgery within an hour of being born and his 3rd lot saw him have an 11 hour operation and in an induced coma for 3 weeks with his ribcage wide open covered in clingfilm. This is the only thing that has really made me feel completely helpless.Some people think that they are but their worst life experience has been the time that Instagram was unavailable for 3 hours.
I thought that I was until our 4 week old baby was on a children’s ward for 2 weeks. It wasn’t life threatening but I struggled at times when it was my turn to stay on the ward at night time. And that was totally insignificant compared to what the kids were facing, and they were as brave as f@ck.
Hope all is ok and they patch you up.I've had plenty of ups and downs in life but nothing compared to losing or thinking you may lose a child. My 7 year old had heart surgery within an hour of being born and his 3rd lot saw him have an 11 hour operation and in an induced coma for 3 weeks with his ribcage wide open covered in clingfilm. This is the only thing that has really made me feel completely helpless.
I'm in hospital atm after keeling over in the doctors surgery this morning. I stopped breathing for 5 minutes, the doctor couldn't find a pulse and I got blue lighted to hospital in an ambulance but it doesn't even compare to the thoughts of losing a child.
I hope that you are okay, keep us posted.I've had plenty of ups and downs in life but nothing compared to losing or thinking you may lose a child. My 7 year old had heart surgery within an hour of being born and his 3rd lot saw him have an 11 hour operation and in an induced coma for 3 weeks with his ribcage wide open covered in clingfilm. This is the only thing that has really made me feel completely helpless.
I'm in hospital atm after keeling over in the doctors surgery this morning. I stopped breathing for 5 minutes, the doctor couldn't find a pulse and I got blue lighted to hospital in an ambulance but it doesn't even compare to the thoughts of losing a child.
I'm out now. Nowt wrong with my heart. I went in because I've been feeling light headed all week and I passed out while he was taking my BP, pulse etc. GP thought I had gone into cardiac arrest because I stopped breathing and had no pulse but the cardiologist said my heart is fine. I'm still none the wiser how I can be 'dead' then walk out of the hospital 5 hours later. I just remember hearing shouting that I'd arrested and opened my eyes to see paramedics coming at me with the defibrillator. I remember saying you're not putting that on me, I'm alive .Hope all is ok and they patch you up.
I'm alive mate. It's not even in the top 10 stressful things that has happened to me .I hope that you are okay, keep us posted.
I'd have bit their hands off for that like.Very much so , I was told I wouldn’t work again and offered medical retirement well over a decade ago - have had many more surgeries etc since then and career wise my new job is the most senior yet.
I'd have bit their hands off for that like.