Absolutely this and I don't mean to offend anyone by saying that I do worry. I've seen enough cricket this season live to come up with that view and I stand by it along with my ever consistent long term views on North & Bostock. The recent members forum and club statement alarmed me at just how ignorant those running the club were towards members and for me that's being the biggest alarm bell for me. On the pitch clearly something not right, the red ball league table doesn't lie and bowling performances like yesterday just reiterate that concern. As I've said for many years I've got no time for Bostock and North, they have no time for us as members and they seemingly are just ploughing on changing the whole traditions of the club and they don't care what anyone thinks. I include recruitment with that also which the blame lies with North, we've signed some absolute rubbish and the Killeen situation is just a huge failure for the club and speaks volumes on recent recruitment. Love the craic, always love my cricket etc but I'm struggling at the moment purely based on what I've seen and experienced this season, if that offends folk then fair do but I'm concerned at the direction of the club off the field and the genuine threat of relegation along with the progression/opportunities of the academy which I believe those running the club are slowly dismantling which I'm sure we all agree with, is a lot standing proud tradition of this club. However I stand by my view that the bowling performance yesterday was unacceptable.