I feel for you. I’ve backed some sad sack teams in my time. Was a diehard Seahawks fan when they came into the NFL. Took them decades to come good.PL games since our return.
And we're skipping over the fact that the football, the actual spectcle, is worse.
PL football is a whole different thing with relegation. Setting up to not lose is always going to be the standard in the lower half and the ultimate goal is to not get relegated. Keep 3 clubs under yourself. Losing is losing whether it’s pretty or ugly. Benitez did it at Villa thinking a draw would keep you safe instead of playing football. All managers in the lower half of the table are conditioned to do the same.
Why he set up that way against the worst team is beyond me and that needs addressing but Ashley is only looking at survival. I don’t think he gives a shit about beautiful draws/losses.
Do yourself a favor and remember it’s just a game. Also pray you don’t go down. It can get much, much worse. We had a manager afraid of unleashing the hounds against the mighty MK Dons ffs.
Stay healthy
HTL