Hue Jorgan
Striker
I have already posted my thoughts earlier on in this thread
but I feel I need to say/tell you something else, when I was reading the threads for the first time a few weeks ago, I was ill and off work with some kind of tropical kidney infection (and I still am), blimey I hope its nowt serious, but that another story
anyways I read the posts and the blog in full, I wept, I smiled, I felt uplifted and amazed amongst many things, all the while I felt like shit with the most incredible fever and pain
the night that hazey passed away I had the most bizzare and weird dreams (prolly due to the high temprature I was running, as well as the painkillers), I woke around 4.00am in the morning feeling quite strange I had awoken form a sweaty nightmare of a dream I felt panic and a weird sense off loss I could not explain, I had had the most vivid and unpleasant dream/nightmare ever
it was a couple of days before I was fit to get out of bed, that was when I read the news, a chill ran down my spine, the moment I had awoken in a fever was around the time hazy had passed away, blimey I didnt even know the bloke, I had never spoke to him, apart from the reply to my thread post a couple of days earlier
I felt this weird and bizarre connection, and this is the thing I decided at this point never to smoke again, and do you know what?
I aint' its almost 2 weeks in, and I cannot believe how easy it has been, I stopped - just like that
I just wanted to say Hazey thank you, you inspired me with your words of wisdom, as many people have statedyou had an effect on them, blimey you defo had an effect on me
once again thank you Hazey
but I feel I need to say/tell you something else, when I was reading the threads for the first time a few weeks ago, I was ill and off work with some kind of tropical kidney infection (and I still am), blimey I hope its nowt serious, but that another story
anyways I read the posts and the blog in full, I wept, I smiled, I felt uplifted and amazed amongst many things, all the while I felt like shit with the most incredible fever and pain
the night that hazey passed away I had the most bizzare and weird dreams (prolly due to the high temprature I was running, as well as the painkillers), I woke around 4.00am in the morning feeling quite strange I had awoken form a sweaty nightmare of a dream I felt panic and a weird sense off loss I could not explain, I had had the most vivid and unpleasant dream/nightmare ever
it was a couple of days before I was fit to get out of bed, that was when I read the news, a chill ran down my spine, the moment I had awoken in a fever was around the time hazy had passed away, blimey I didnt even know the bloke, I had never spoke to him, apart from the reply to my thread post a couple of days earlier
I felt this weird and bizarre connection, and this is the thing I decided at this point never to smoke again, and do you know what?
I aint' its almost 2 weeks in, and I cannot believe how easy it has been, I stopped - just like that
I just wanted to say Hazey thank you, you inspired me with your words of wisdom, as many people have statedyou had an effect on them, blimey you defo had an effect on me
once again thank you Hazey