I think sometimes by taking positive action you think that you should feel much better straightaway and be able to get on with things. In fact it can take quite a bit longer. Finally admitting to yourself and others how bad things have got and doing something about it is a step towards recovery, but also an acknowedgment that you are feeling pretty terrible.I'm in a very weird funk right now. I made some important decisions in the last couple of weeks. I've taken decisive action at work and am in the middle of a transition to a different role that is less stressful and allows me to focus more on my mental health. I felt relieved for a few hours but now I just feel empty.
In general I'm struggling to have enthusiasm for anything. I'm not sleeping well and struggle to get out of bed on a morning. If I'm having a good day i shower and might get up to half an hour fresh air. On a bad day, I just sit around in a brain fog all day and wonder how things will ever change.
It's not that I don't understand what I need to do and what habits I need to create to give myself the best opportunity for better health, its just that I feel so exhausted and lacking in energy that I feel unable to physically get through the day.