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MigsGoalKicks said:
Got the bus to work for the first time in a while tonight. Was so close to going over the edge 3 or 4 times. Rang people to get me through it. Get this shift over and get me home where I feel safe. This isn’t living. It’s just surviving.
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That's so difficult, positive that your coping strategy worked on this occasion though. I know you mentioned before being fibbed off. Are you in any medications. If not, it could help.
 

MigsGoalKicks said:
Got the bus to work for the first time in a while tonight. Was so close to going over the edge 3 or 4 times. Rang people to get me through it. Get this shift over and get me home where I feel safe. This isn’t living. It’s just surviving.
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That's absolutely brilliant. As previously said, totally 'get it'

The bus is a massive daily barrier to me

My thought for today is, when holding it together is going to be a big goal and a big achievement
CPLforever said:
I sort of think, or the way I work myself is concentrate on surviving until you can start living again
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Much like this
 
Ciro_DiMarzio said:
Things have taken a turn for the worse again last night/Today. Won't post any details due to reasons mentioned earlier but it's hard to see any positives about the future at the minute.
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Don't think about the future. Think about keeping yourself well this minute, then, the next five minutes, the next, hour and so on so on. Just concentrate on yourself in this moment, at this moment.

Please please please take care of yourself.
 
Ciro_DiMarzio said:
Things have taken a turn for the worse again last night/Today. Won't post any details due to reasons mentioned earlier but it's hard to see any positives about the future at the minute.
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Hope you’re ok mate.

Like I said before though, drop me a PM if you want. Or anyone else on this thread for that matter, I’m sure everyone would say the same.
 
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look out piano said:
It's happened to me before as well, hence my limited contribution to this thread 😔
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I have actually seen something get used against you

The thread then became one of outrage. Maybe that didn't even help as it drew attention to it all

Am gonna reign it in. My outpourings are a bit ridiculous

The telegram group idea from Mackem1989 was a solid one but no idea if anyone was comfortable with it
 
de Ruyter said:
I have actually seen something get used against you

The thread then became one of outrage. Maybe that didn't even help as it drew attention to it all

Am gonna reign it in. My outpourings are a bit ridiculous

The telegram group idea from Mackem1989 was a solid one but no idea if anyone was comfortable with it
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Yeah there have been the odd posters that seem to get off on being unpleasant to me at times.
Some keep their username, others reappear under new pseudonyms but I can often tell who they are / were.
There are quite a few folks that keep an eye out for me though so things get stamped on relatively quickly thankfully.
I'm not sure about the telegram group, just mainly from a being mentally drained and unfocused point of view.
I hope you're doing okay my love 😘, likewise to all of the other lovely folks on the thread 😘
 
look out piano said:
It's happened to me before as well, hence my limited contribution to this thread 😔
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I know it's like an old fashioned cliche but it says more about them than it does you....and what it says about them is they are a borborygmite (yes it really is a word @de Ruyter ) culling, microphallus.

It is low and it is dirty to use someone's physical or mental health as a weapon against them.
 
CPLforever said:
I know it's like an old fashioned cliche but it says more about them than it does you....and what it says about them is they are a borborygmite (yes it really is a word @de Ruyter ) culling, microphallus.

It is low and it is dirty to use someone's physical or mental health as a weapon against them.
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I had to undertake quite a lot of research there

Borborogmite has a different meaning to borborygmi and borborygmus

How fascinating

The benefits of the SMB outweigh the occasional negatives I guess but it can sometimes be a brutal experience if you get caught up in something

Personally I just never learn. Also see exhibit B - actual real life

Ciro_DiMarzio said:
Things have taken a turn for the worse again last night/Today. Won't post any details due to reasons mentioned earlier but it's hard to see any positives about the future at the minute.
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I lack the ability to find words that help. Another good day/spell will be along soon though. It's just minging waiting for it
 
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