I suspect even if someone could be bothered to type out a satisfactory answer you still wouldn't belive it.If I had fact based evidence of everything then I'd have no need to question anything.
I do get where you're coming from though as a lot of science is theoretical and some people find it hard to comprehend. It's not about following the herd as you say, I'm offended by that.
I choose to trust and believe the scientists who have dedicated their entire lives to studying this instead of some individuals who make stuff up in their bedrooms without doing any kind of studying whatsoever.
Don't even think of replying with the words "do your own research on the internet"