@foggy I'm so sorry that you're having to go through all of this, but your words are an inspiration to us all! When we're here we're here and when we've gone we're still here - in the hearts and minds of all those whose live's we've touched. The SMB, for all its niggles and arguments, is one big family (although not always a happy one). I hope you (and others) won't mind if i keep you in my prayers. Hell, it might just do some good!