Sadly that's true as much as I console myself with Sky/links etc.
Having a few pints amongst all those 'like-minded' people wearing red&white, walking up to the ground and cheering the Lads onto the pitch takes some beating ........ the feeling when we scored at Spurs couldn't be explained to anyone who hasn't experienced it.
I torment myself over every match going through Easyjet and BMI, over and over, until I convince myself one way or the other. I'd go to every match if I could and feel sick when I miss those like last week.
£700 a shot for the return flights from here. Just can't afford it