Our Danish friend - Alexander

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I know from his posts the guy is having a torrid time. It is people like Alexander who remain strong that are good for all. I realise that I have been so lucky (two years post op and touchwood no recurrence) but when you read what he has had to endure as many on here have (too many) I thank my lucky stars that I am still here watching my three girls grow.

People have asked has it changed me - of course it does - there is not a day goes by that I think how fortunate I am

Come on Alexander keep up the fight
 


My health is getting worse and I would rather end it myself while I still can than hang on for what would be even worse. If things continue the way they have recently I would rather plan things and move on to a painless place and let that be that. I would not top myself in a moment of sadness, am not worth the hassle of that. But I do believe it could be beautiful if done the right way and that way is for me to decide while I still can. My funeral is long planned just like my last will, though it gets changed every now and again, so I am basically ready should things get even worse. That doesn't make me suicidal as such, am just realistic and want to have the final say.
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:eek: no way man.
 
so you got the cock shots then?

Not a single one. :(

On a serious note, am taken back by all of this. It means a lot to know people care but it is all a bit overwhelming. Am doing my best to fight this and get better but rarely have the energy at the moment to be at the computer for long as my focus is elsewhere. When I got home from the hospital yesterday and saw the texts and opened my inbox as well I felt pretty bad for having caused this thread and now that I've read it as well am even more embarrashed. You are all good people and I really don't deserve any of this. Buttom line is am not well and things aren't going my way but it is good to know I have support on here, that will help more than any of you realise. I wanted to reply to each post but I just don't have the energy to do so right now. But thank you. It really does mean a lot to me.
 
Not a single one. :(

On a serious note, am taken back by all of this. It means a lot to know people care but it is all a bit overwhelming. Am doing my best to fight this and get better but rarely have the energy at the moment to be at the computer for long as my focus is elsewhere. When I got home from the hospital yesterday and saw the texts and opened my inbox as well I felt pretty bad for having caused this thread and now that I've read it as well am even more embarrashed. You are all good people and I really don't deserve any of this. Buttom line is am not well and things aren't going my way but it is good to know I have support on here, that will help more than any of you realise. I wanted to reply to each post but I just don't have the energy to do so right now. But thank you. It really does mean a lot to me.

Good man Alex! The whole SMB is thinking of you.
 
Not a single one. :(

On a serious note, am taken back by all of this. It means a lot to know people care but it is all a bit overwhelming. Am doing my best to fight this and get better but rarely have the energy at the moment to be at the computer for long as my focus is elsewhere. When I got home from the hospital yesterday and saw the texts and opened my inbox as well I felt pretty bad for having caused this thread and now that I've read it as well am even more embarrashed. You are all good people and I really don't deserve any of this. Buttom line is am not well and things aren't going my way but it is good to know I have support on here, that will help more than any of you realise. I wanted to reply to each post but I just don't have the energy to do so right now. But thank you. It really does mean a lot to me.

Take care mate, I need you to get well so that I can have a tour guide for when I visit Danmark. After watching the Vikings I've decided that my spiritual homeland is in Scandinavia and I want to ditch the modern lifestyle for one of a 9th Century Norse warrior. My latest mid-life crisis isn't being accepted very well at home.
 
Not a single one. :(

On a serious note, am taken back by all of this. It means a lot to know people care but it is all a bit overwhelming. Am doing my best to fight this and get better but rarely have the energy at the moment to be at the computer for long as my focus is elsewhere. When I got home from the hospital yesterday and saw the texts and opened my inbox as well I felt pretty bad for having caused this thread and now that I've read it as well am even more embarrashed. You are all good people and I really don't deserve any of this. Buttom line is am not well and things aren't going my way but it is good to know I have support on here, that will help more than any of you realise. I wanted to reply to each post but I just don't have the energy to do so right now. But thank you. It really does mean a lot to me.
Of course you do Alex...you've touched a lot of people and also groped them too ;)whether you feel you have or not, nothing to feel bad about at all Alex, a lot of people myself included think a lot of you and were just concerned for you.

Hope you Get well soon mate and know everyone is willing you on to beat this, All the best marra
 
Take care mate, I need you to get well so that I can have a tour guide for when I visit Danmark. After watching the Vikings I've decided that my spiritual homeland is in Scandinavia and I want to ditch the modern lifestyle for one of a 9th Century Norse warrior. My latest mid-life crisis isn't being accepted very well at home.

:) I take it you are enjoying the series ?
 
Of course you do Alex...you've touched a lot of people and also groped them too ;)whether you feel you have or not, nothing to feel bad about at all Alex, a lot of people myself included think a lot of you and were just concerned for you.

Hope you Get well soon mate and know everyone is willing you on to beat this, All the best marra

Thank you. And everyone else, too.

Now let's move on to happier things, yeh. I don't want this to turn into an Oprah Moment. Happy thoughts. :)
 
:) I take it you are enjoying the series ?

I'll keep it brief Alex and I appreciate that you might not reply - we'll have to discuss it more when you're better.

I like the characters, but there seems to be a lot of dramatic interpretation. I'm re-checking my history as I'm watching each episode, I've only watched the first 2 or 3 as the kids are getting in the way. I may need to bury some of them with my hoard, that'll shut them up. ;)

- Ragnar's wife (Lagertha?) is a hottie, I asked my Mrs to do her hair in a similar fashion but I was rebuffed.
- I cannot imagine that a Viking couple would have asked their Christian slave to join for a threesome? Nor to look after their children whilst on a raid.
- Although he was possibly a mythical figure, was Ragnar Lothbrok supposed to be from Norway or possibly Sweden? The scenery seems to imply it, due to the fjords, mountains etc.
- I haven't seen Ragnar's hairy breeches yet!

As I said, I'll watch some more and make a note of any questions I have for you. Cheers.
 
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