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Have taken the step of going on the sick from work tomorrow as a first step toward trying to sort my head out and give myself some much needed breathing space. Was beginning to lose all hope and even thinking about how I was going to end it all. Have finally accepted that the job I am doing is doing me more harm than good and is not what it was when I entered the career. Bloody terrifying though it is, it is time to step back and explore other options before I cannot get out of the dark hole I am in now. It is just a job and not the be all and end all.
Funnily enough I feel a hell of a lot more positive this weekend just because I have tried to take some kind of control back. Not looking forward to going in and telling the boss my decision in the morning but I would rather tell her face to face than ring in or get someone else to do it.
Going to start exercising properly again and take some quality time (although not falling into the trap of just ignoring everything and slobbing about feeling sorry for myself which I may have done in the past).
Thanks to all on here who have posted their thoughts about what is going on with them - there has been a lot of very erudite and sensible stuff on here lately - which is amazing considering a lot of the boolox which is normally here!
Funnily enough I feel a hell of a lot more positive this weekend just because I have tried to take some kind of control back. Not looking forward to going in and telling the boss my decision in the morning but I would rather tell her face to face than ring in or get someone else to do it.
Going to start exercising properly again and take some quality time (although not falling into the trap of just ignoring everything and slobbing about feeling sorry for myself which I may have done in the past).
Thanks to all on here who have posted their thoughts about what is going on with them - there has been a lot of very erudite and sensible stuff on here lately - which is amazing considering a lot of the boolox which is normally here!