Fuck me, yesterday was my shittiest day in a while. The milk job was just about to go to press when the client noticed a couple of errors that they had to correct themselves. The agent had to get in touch with my boss about it and we almost lost hods of work because of my idiocy. They were totally my fault and a big fucking cock up by me. I felt fucking stupid. My boss was cool about it and the agent says he thinks I'm shit hot at my job all the same, but I was fucking mortified. I just had to sit with my headphones on all day. What a fucking tit. Went for a drink after work with the missus. Those despicable estate agent types were in on the next table. Whichever pub I go to they always seem to be there. Fascinating viewing at one end of their table where bloke was with what appeared to be his latest girlfriend who also worked at whatever cunty company they all work at. She was trying to get in to the conversation but he was being terribly over affectionate and smothering her with drippiness. He was the older of the two, by a reasonable distance if I had to guess. public displays of affection - not right like, especially not on a group social night like that. Couldn't see it lasting, that desperate neediness for affection isn't going to be attractive. Left my bag in the pub when i left, have rang them today and thankfully it has been handed in. there's nowt much in it bar a couple of books and some other odds and sods but I would have had to re-buy the books if it had gone as I couldn't have just left them half finished. Plus the bag was expensive when I bought it. Feels odd being without it. Had a horrible nightmare where I was trying to climb along this rocky edge with a house above it with a friend (don't know why_ with a river below. but then an earthquake started and all the rocks fell away but thankfully I got clear. Scrabbled up a bank and then in to a town but then streams of dust started falling from the sky and a massive explosion happened nearby before some fire engines shot water a few hundred feet in to the air to try and calm it down. Everyone was screaming and it just felt quite terrifying. And then I woke up. Silent bedroom in beckenham, relief. Just lay awake for the rest of the night.
Sent an apology email to my boss about the mistake today and he was really nice about it all saying he appreciated the fact I care so much and it doesn't stop him thinking I'm ace at my job.
knocked a full pint of water over on my desk today. What a nipple.
'How to disappear completely' what a fucking great song that I haven't listened to in ages.
Had a chuckle on my walk to waitrose. They have barriers on the car park where you have to take a ticket and get it signed by the cashier to stop people just using it as free parking. A bloke (not old) pulls up in his car and just sits in front of the barrier. I had to hang around and watch. He was trying to look grumpily at the man in the booth, wondering why nothing was happening. A queue built up behind him and he looks more and more annoyed. bloke wanders out of his booth, presses the button on the machine, which opens the barrier and hands him the ticket. Bet he felt like a right fucking tit.
Considering fucking off my Christmas party and I'm not really sure why. |