fucking hell, I am so bored. I hate having nowt to do at work, much prefer being rushed off my feet. I suppose it's the nature of our business that jobs come in spits and spurts but it doesn't half make for frustrating days/weeks. Sometimes think I should freelance then when I have downtime I can just sit and read or something, instead of being bored out of my mind yet pretending that I have things to do. I wish I could have the balls to go freelance but I'm a sucker for the job security thing. stuck in a bit of a trap really. Maybe I should start looking for a new job, I dunno. Trouble is, I've just had a rather meaty pay rise here though and I kinda need to get my finances sorted a little better. So I guess that means whoring myself to the dark mistress that is boredom for a while. Shit. Fuck me, these chillis in my stir fry have fermented a bit overnight...potent.
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