When I'm tired I see the world as being a lot shitter than I do usually. I'm still tired today, even after an early night. Strolling round the shitty little sainsburys last night was an ordeal I could have done without but as I was mostly without food, an unfortunate necessitity. I get very annoyed by people who eat things on their way round doing there shopping, picking at grapes and the like. Its like people who start eating while at the desk in a fast food restaurant. Just fucking wait you manky cunts. Urgh. Made myself a quite poor meal but I didn't really care, I couldn't be fucking arsed to sit and make a curry or whatever. I couldn't be fucked to do anything of the evening, read, watch a film, look at computer...I was just counting down to going to bed.
I need to hoover.
The toilets smell of the lingering smell of shite and there is a covering of tiny black ring hairs on the urinal. The piece of old chewing gum by the grate is still there, been there since we moved into this place. I don't know why they bother putting some fake flowers in a little vase on the sink....ooooo, suddenly its a lovely environment smelling of a spring day rather than hot little shoebox of a toilets where people come to piss and push shit out of their arses.
And now I face a day of fucking electricity painting interacting with a man who refers to me as 'G'. Bring on hometime. Oh and we are also doing a 'making of' feature for the intro video we have done for a famous videogame series. I think they are expecting me to do a piece about texturing fo rit. I can't see a smile creeping onto my face any time today.
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