Well, I feel quite shitty today. It is far too hot down here in
london. Far, far too hot. Went to the gym this morning but they
certainly didn't have the air con blasting so consequently I sweated
absolutely bucket loads and felt totally fucked by the end of it and
haven't recoved properly since. Tried to go to the park at one point,
walked out there and as soon as I sat down I realised I was desperate for a shit. Fucknuts. So up I get and walk all the way back almost shitting myself on the way. So I thought better of going back out again and have stayed in my flat and sweated for hours. Feel like shite an arl.
The Final Fantasy film is on the TV at th eminute, fucking beautiful it is. Working in CG mesel can enable me to appreciate just how fucking long it must have taken. Some very talented gits on it too, some of the matte paintings are just incredible
"I see these frightening expanses of the universe that shut me in, and I find muself stuck in one corner of this vast emptiness, without knowing why I am placed here rather than elsewhere, or why from out of the whole eternity that has gone before me and the whole eternity that will follow, this one tiny period has been given me in which to live out my life. I see only infinities on every side which shut me in like an atom, like a shadow that lasts only an instant, with no possibility of return. All I know is that I soon must die, but my ignorance is darkest concerning this very death that I cannot avoid"
What a fucking great quote eh? Good old Blaise Pascal. Remember reading that about a year ago, if anything could sum up what my head is like half the time, that is undoubtably it.
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