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| over 2 grand now, fuck me that is ace. My sister had a call from the hospice and she was incredibly impressed by the total so far, my sister has been taken aback as well. Thanks very much to all the skunkers lot too and also their kind words (and insults! :) on their board. So I've been twanging round with my wii, I fucking love it, it's great exercise for me currently as well. I was tempted by some games today but I'll make some progress through paper mario first, now I have my memory card. Mind there's fucking hods of chat at the start of mario., hope it aint all like that. I've been bad today and indulged in a lego Y-Wing, the Y-Wing was always my favourite from the original film (well, the B-wing comes close like), it's just so chunky and ends up being really shit in the attack. Even the toy was designed to bust apart at the press of a button. I had without question the most painful shit I have ever experienced earlier. I was shaking and almost puking with the pain (the pain all came post event an arl). It was nice to have me mam around to fuss and calm me while my morphine based painkillers rocked in to the system. I think it would have been less painful to shit a burning rosebush. Had a smashing walk this morning, all that smell of damp, dropped leaves, beautiful. There really is beauty in decay (Midas deckers 'the way of all flesh: an ode to decay' is a brilliant account of the beauty of decay. From rusting trainyards to crumbling bodies, it's a very powerful book which I really enjoyed). I walked underneath a weeping willow tree and was reminded of the lovely grandaddy ditty 'underneath the weeping willow tree' 'I want to sleep Underneath the weeping willow As it cries all night quietly Its tears all around me I'll sleep there so soundly Until I'm allowed finally To wake and be happy again' or better yet, a link (takes a while to kick in) (ignore the video, it looks shit http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v3vP91Ia6Pk) I chuckled as I walked past my favourite seat inscription 'here be squirrels' Lotte Aspa 1995-2006, obviously someones dog which I think is very sweet. I'm looking forward with a great degree of dread to my next scan, part of me knows nothing much will have changed so I don't know what else to think. I'd love them to walk in and say 'fuck me, amazing stuff' but my heart says otherwise. I'm ready for anything though, I'm living my life so well at the minute, every minute with my missus and my family is so precious, it really does open your eyes to what matters the most. I spent so much of the night just watching the missus sleep, stroking her silky skin on her stomach, telling her how much I love her as she half listens in her sleep, murmuring away. She really is the most amazing woman. The photo on that sponsorship page is so fucking terrible of me that I thought I'd post some better ones   | ||
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| I'm going to start a campaign to get you to turn this blog into a book.
I'm sure MBH does his books on a self publish basis, surely the SMBers could put something together from your blogs. | |||
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| campaign away, I'd be lying if I said I didn't want it to happen | |||
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