alrighty?
well I'm back from hospital again, I have more news and all sorts but it wil probably be for tomorrow that I will do a big old update as I'm feeling like a sack a cack right now (the chemo in your brain is very strange, but then it is a cellular poison for the whole body)
I doodled a couple of poems in hospital, I feel embarrassed putting them up here but I've somehow lost a lot of that fear since having this, I would never do this normally but here goes (apologies to PS, he gave me the inspiration to write a few of my own but mine aren't structured or anything really, well, they aren't really poems, and pale in comparison to his, which I dearly love. But hey...)
My life must fall, clouded by doubts and fears, drifting through intolerable mysteries, love my only salvation my only spark of hope in this life of sickness, without which I would surely stumble into the pityless abyss, forever lost, but I am found, safe, unable to be touched by despair, guide my light, guide me to my peace.
An embrace amid chaos, held against all pain, the touch that rekindles all hope, the touch that melts away the darkness, touch me, hold me, protect me from all torment, your simple touch holds power unimagined, power to make me live once more. |
