hello again,
Well, I feel brighter today, I think I may be on the upward turn again hopefully. Seems it was the anti sickness tablets causing the mental agitation, it can happen in young men so that seems to have calmed, good job as it was highly unpleasant. I'm eating and drinking like a hos though so that is a good sign. My bowels seem to be finally settling in to a stable ish plan with this lactulose too so fingers crossed things are getting better. Although I did fully shit myself the other day. I had my tea on a tray on my knee and felt the twinge but thought 'there's only a few bits of spaghetti left, I'm sure it can wait that long'. gurgle gurgle .... it dawned on me then that I had made a critical error and there was no going back. I stood up with the tray and it was already critical and it was a matter of damage limitation. my next problem was where to put the tray, I couldnt bend over to put it on the table as that would have opened the floodgates so I dithered, while shitting myself, before finally putting it on the big table. I made it to the toilet without leakage out of the trouser leg so that has to be considered a successful mission. Shitting yourself, it's never good.
I think I'll take PS's advice and pop on a bit music (nice bit of classic FM, I'm advancing quicker than my soon to be thirty years) and watch the trees and see if I can see the Jay hopping about. I watched a bit of bill oddies favourite birds (I get worse) and apparently they are very good at spreading oak trees as they pick the acorns,, bury them then forget where they put them. Poor fellas, all that work and not being able to remember when you need it.
I'll blog more later |
