Hello again,
Well, I'm feeling a bit better today, a bit livelier, hopeful and bright and I have more energy. There's nothing worse for getting you down than being sapped of energy. I had my hospice nurse come round today and she said she was right behind me in going for it and would do exactly the same in my situation, so that gave me some comfort. Rather go down fighting than wither away. So, I'm going to try and head down to the coast tomorrow and go to Beachy Head with the missus. I'd really like that but I'll see how I feel in the morning, I'd love to breath in the air and look out at that beautiful view while holding the missuses hand, that would be glorious. Feel that glory of nature again, take it all in. I've been reading Brad Warners second book, it's very good so far, I read 'hardcpre zen - punk rock, monster movies and the truth about reality' which I will have mentioned before due to the fact it is so clearly written, funny, engaging and gets down to the point about zen. So unlike all those airy fairy buddhist books you normally get, he is equally scathing of how books on the subject are generally written. It's good taking in a bit zen stuff at a time when your head is bursting like mine is now, I should try and get back to doing some meditating, maybe that should be my challenge for the weekend. Also got some tamazopan prescribed today so should get a better nights sleep.
Well, maybe I'll do a big ramble tomorrow after my run to the coast but I'll keep it short and sweet for today, thanks again for your lovely comments.
another bit from PBF because the humour amuses me
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