This computer is doing mz fucking head in, having to reload each page about 5 times before getting anywhere.  Ill keep it brief, I fly home tomorrow!  My bile flow is apparently excellent so hopefully chemo should begin soon. I cant wait to be home, back in my own bed and all that.  Im feeling a lot better in myself, obviously my about-to-explode gall bladder (causing peritonitis which would have been a probable hideous death) was making me feel horrific so Im loads brighter.  Just one tube to be taken out of my side and this fucking tap taken out of my neck now, I have a topper scar like and I shall be abusing airport facilities tomorrow by insisting being wheeled around in a wheelchair and getting the seats with hods of leg room and prioritz boarding.  It has to be done.  I have a stash of about 8 huge ibuprofen suppositries if anzone is in the market for them ;)  Itll probablz crash trying to post this but im looking forward to blogging again when I get back.  some of the comments on here and the board have had me laughing and crying, its been topper having that available.  I couldnt have got through this without my mam and my missus like, I think they have seen me in the most undignified states and Ive been a reet grumpy shit but thezve seen me through.

anyway, Id best be off as theres only one fucking terminal in here and this probably wont post anyway....pfffft