Just me again. Well, I have a counsellor coming out to see me tomorrow so I'm rather looking forward to that, the hospice place are really on the ball and getting things sorted very quickly. She sounded very nice on the phone so hopefully we'll have a nice natter which will help me out a bit. I feel I'm doing well, all things considered, I rarely feel down or scared, I'm trying to maintain a normal routine as possible and get on with my every day life. All be it an everyday life that involves me not working. It's odd not working but I'm getting used to it. It seems like an eon ago that I was working every day, meeting the missus on wednesday night for a drink and the flatmate on thursday, had such a nice little routine and everything was ok. It all changes so quickly. Phew, even more stuff sorted now, I have all sorts of people coming to see me next week so hopefully that will all make a big difference.
I really want to do a big ramble about all this but it just doesn't seem to be coming out at present. I'll give it time and hopefully I shall be able to spew forth before too long (don't worry, it won't be really depressing or owt. Well, no more than usual).
I'm off to say hello to some animals, see you later |
