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| Hello there, I'm feeling a bit brighter today, you'll be glad to hear. Had a good chat with my missus and my mam about everything and it was nice just having people listen and understand what I say without any 'come on, cheer up' type bollocks. Always been really close to my mam, well, she was always there when I was having all sorts of horrible shit done to me in hospital when I was young, my dad worked away. I love both my parents, I can see they are very different people, hence why they aren't any good as a couple, but I love them both in their own way. But in these situations I'm better off talking to my mam, my dad finds it hard to talk about feelings and things like that, which is fair enough. He always used to struggle when he came to see me in hospital, I know he wanted to tell me he loved me or to take care of myself but my dad just can't do that, I knew the sentiment was there though. I remember him telling me how he walked straight past when he came to visit me when I had my penicillin reaction as my head was like a football. But my mam was great last night and really cheered me up, as did the missus. My mam phoned my missus an arl and had a natter with her. I know I have lots of positives, the liver damage isn't too extensive, previous tests have shown that, so I just have to wait for this blip to go away. All this caused by a little fucking valve, what gives with that eh? Shame medical science hasn't got as far as replacing valves and things as that's all this is, a pissy little valve. my actual liver is ok, it's the valve keeping the bile in the liver instead of in my gut that's the problem. Pfffft. Stupid eh? It's fucking roasting in our room, back to the good old days of last summer, broken aricon, lots of powerful computers and monitors in a small room with a little bit of man heat = hideously hot working conditions. I loved this new pbf number http://www.pbfcomics.com/?cid=PBF210-Wishing_Well.gif#198 For once I picked the right match to watch on telly. When there's two matches on I normally manage to pick the fucking dull one but I opted for roma man u last night and thoroughly enjoyed it. Got an early night and an ok nights sleep, interrupted by bouts of itching but not too bad overall. Feel much more refreshed today, I think part of the reason I felt so down yesterday was a shocking nights sleep the previous night, i must have got a couple of hours worth (I normally hit around the 7 hour mark for an average nights sleep). I think it might be time for a cup of tea and a fig roll or two. ta ra. | ||
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